i cant believe that its ben 5 years. feb 20th 2004 was the day my best friend or my "sister" passed away. i could just remember when she was only going through everything. she was already suffering from it a year before she passed. i remember always seeing her and just hanging out either at their house or even having to go to the hospital to see her. she was such a good person that i wish she was still here to where i can experience everything with her, just like when we were little because we were the same age. i miss everything about her that i still think about it to this day. as the time came, i knew things probably wouldnt get any better and all i wished for at the time was for her to still be here for my 14 birthday. but i never got that wish...i actually could still remember everything about the day she passed. i was only in the 8th grade and after school at the time, i was going to the volleyball club at school. but then, i saw my mom and she told me that we had to go. i had no idea why i had to leave, and it was a friday. she then picked me and my brother up from school and told us that we had to pick up her twin sister (also like a sister to, still to this day) and to go to the hospital. at that moment, i knew that something wasnt good. we then go to the hospital and just hung out there for awhile. then when we knew it, it was time for us to leave. their parents told us that her sister would have to stay with us. so we then carried on with the rest of the evening. then it was about 10 something at night when their parents came to our house to pick up her sister to go back home. at that moment, i felt a tension in the room from when her parents came from the hospital. they said that beverly had just passed. i then cried my eyes out and i couldnt stop. at that moment, i felt like my heart just stopped. i ended up crying myself to sleep.
i will never forget that day. i bet you are looking down on me everyday wishing you were here with me. i wish the same too. i miss you so much beverly pun! you were like the sister i never had and i thank you for all the years you were here. and now...i still cant believe that it already has been 5 years.
RIP Beverly Pun
February 20th 2004